I do not really feel like a mommy, but then I am not sure what being a mommy is supposed to feel like.
Is it wandering in to watch him breathe every 15 minutes? Worrying about how much he is eating when he goes four hours between meals? Thinking that maybe he sleeps too much? Having sudden, uncontrolable urges to hold and kiss him?
I am trying to get things done while he is good enough to sleep, but the housework will always be there and my darling boy will not be less than ten pounds for long.
